自我主義症重度病患

The feeling of deep frustration tortures my life everyday.

I can hardly recover from the mental disease in any way.

This is not what I want, but it keeps haunting me.

Maybe the life of a homeboy, the one I lived 2 years ago, suits me best.

God wants me to know that romance is something unreachable for me, so he makes it a sad story every time I tried to seek it.

Why do you treat me like this? Are you happy for that?

Now I am losing the stength to socialize.

Getting along with a group of friends scares me.

I closed the door of my mind, locking myself in misery.

Feel like my life is ruined in some sense.

Who is my life saver? I need help...