自我主義症重度病患

The rain does not stop in my heart.

Raindrop falls like my spirit, coldly.

Am I a lousy one?

I tried everything I could do, but the result easily denied all I did.

Is it so hard to be loved by your beloved?

Is it so hard to be needed by your beneeded?

God, please let me know:

why are you punishing me like this?

Am I someone who does not deserve love?

You make me believe it again, and make me lose confidence of it again.

A need that is simplest may be the hardest to be satisfied..

Solitude may be my fate.

Then I'll follow it...